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See You Later...

on July 8, 2007 - 6:06am

Well, I'm pretty much out of here. At least for a while...It's time for me to take my annual summer trip so please feel free to post to my blog or e-mail me and I'll write you when I get back. Take Care and I'll talk to you later!

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An Answer To Some Questions...

on June 26, 2007 - 12:59pm

Well, I was going to wait until I left for my trip to write this entry but this needs to be explained...It's the fact that I'm physically handicapped. When I was four-years old I was diagnosed with Rheumatoid Arthritis. Which should explain a few things: like why I'm on a fixed income and why I only have WebTV instead of an actual computer. When you live on SSI and Social Security you have to manage your money carefully. Add to this, the fact that I don't drive. I have to be taken or use public transportation. Which is a contributing factor to why I missed his show in San Antonio. Not only was I still trying to get over the flu but my parents (who live in San Antonio) would have had to drive for three hours to come get me. In other words, January, February, and March (when he was there) was a REALLY bad time for me. If he had just come a month or two later things would probably have been different. Anyway, don't be afraid to ask questions. If I can answer them I will...

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A Missed Opportunity

on June 25, 2007 - 1:54pm

Well, I have to confess it...My heart is (still) breaking. You see, it's like this: I went to visit my parents in San Antonio at Christmas and what do you think happened? I caught the flu while I was there! Naturally, that ruined my whole trip. Wait, it gets worse! I get back from my trip (still fighting the flu) and what do you think happens? I see Josh on The View promoting his album and mentioning his upcoming tour! So, I thought "Oh, Great"! Not only was I just beginning to get over the flu but also had to line up transportation to get there (I'll explain that later). So when he came to San Antonio in March I missed it. Honestly, Josh's and my timing couldn't have been worse. If he had shown up a month or two later I probably could have gone. All of this caused me to go into a deep depression. Causing me to lose weight due to lack of interest in eating, effecting my sleep (sleeping too much or too little), and there's the mood swings (alternating between "bawling" and anger). Every time I saw (and still see) him on tv or hear his music I completely lose it. Which is why February Song is so poignant for me. I cross my fingers and hope that he keeps his promise and comes back to me one day...So, for those of you who have seen (or are going to see) his concert please think of me while you're there.

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Sentimentalist

on June 24, 2007 - 9:36pm

Okay, so it seems a little strange that I'm blogging so much. Actually, I'm leaving town in a couple of weeks and will be gone for QUITE a while! So here goes a little more...If you haven't guessed, I'm a major romantic and sentimentalist! The fact that Beaches is my all-time favorite movie should prove that much...But I can't watch it TOO often because it breaks my heart. Which is why it's probably no big surprise that I got totally into Josh to begin with. He totally feeds the sentimental side of my personality. Til next time and Have a Nice Night!

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A small confession...

on June 24, 2007 - 5:21pm

I have a small confession to make...I have a difficult time listening to Josh's music. Why? Because every time I do, it moves me to tears. If you're at home you can "bawl" all you want. However, it can be kind of awkward in public. You know, when you're shopping, having lunch or generally running errands and his music comes on over the speaker. It takes everything you've got to pay attention to what you're doing or to listen to the person speaking to you, all the while trying to hold back your tears because they just wouldn't understand. Has this ever happened to you or is it just me? I can just imagine...If I ever get to see him perform in concert I will be a sight to behold! :)

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