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on October 13, 2010 - 5:45pm

I'm tired. It's Wednesday and I'm tired. I worked yesterday and we played and ran around the whole day. Then I didn't get to bed on time, and this morning I had to wake up early (5:45am). I had forggoten all of that and was wondering why I could be so tired today....oh yeah.

My last 24 hour shift is Friday. It's going to be strange. I'm not really sad about leaving, I'm ready to get out. I don't know why, but I worry about the kids, they might miss me. Or worse, maybe they won't miss me and they'll forget everything we've ever done and all of the time I've spent with them. I'll miss them, but it isn't as though we'll never see each other again. I have to keep reminding myself of that every 10 minutes, ha.

I've been de-cluttering like crazy! I have so much stuff. Things I don't use. I hate stuff now. I'm already telling everyone not to get my Christmas gifts, ha unless they want to pay for my ticket to a Josh concert. Actually, I was thinking a good alternative to traditional Christmas gifts would be for myself and everyone in my family to do volunteer work somewhere. My dad is pretty good at carpentry, he could do something with Habitat For Humanity. I like volunteering in the schools or soup kitchens. I think it would be really cool if we all did volunteer work together. I'm sure they'll all be so thrilled to hear my idea.....Anyway, back to the de-clutter talk. I've already been to Goodwill once and I plan on making at least one more trip before I get everything organized. I'm reading book on Feng Shui. It's so liberating to get rid of clutter!!

It's about 5:30 and I really want a cupcake. Dark chocolate with white frosting.

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