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A new chapter

EstherT1's picture
on November 18, 2012 - 1:39am

I am creating a new Chapter in my life...It's called Forgiveness...
This is one painful journey worth remembering... To be brokenhearted and yet to live...Live... and live...

Anyhow, I'm letting go of any heartaches...
I don't forget...It just means I move on...

I am thinking of collecting songs I love to sing to dedicate them back to the singers who wrote and sang them...

If only I could make them remember who they were. I am simply one of those souls who remember that I was in existence before my life as a human being. No I don't mean reincarnation. We are are all souls in heaven at one point. Witnessing all that the world have to go thru. I hope in singing I can bring up those essence in life.

I want to sing to musicians, media, artists, painters, actors and best of all the children.

I am opening a new door. One that will bear witness. No longer have to be Hidden Away.

Anyhow, I'm kind of tired and this weekend is going by so fast. Wondering if I'll make it to coffee with Josh one day. I'm going on dates...decent ones at least. I'm just doing it for the sake of meeting people. I hope to write a good note...maybe write a song someday. Dating stories by Apple. Perhaps I could call it...Twisted. Then I will do some music appreciation clippings of songs I love and instruments that captured my soul.

I want to dedicate the songs to heal...Healing that starts from within me. I need to heal myself thru the songs. Then I want to heal those around me. Heal those who hear me. Then I want to open a door... A door that sighs relief. In essence, I ask for miracles with each song I sing in return for many musicians who has inspired me. But first....I need to be healed...and only the One knows. The One who has witness all things...Yesterday...Today and Forever more.

All these made possible by a grand inspiration. May each one open a door of hope to another...

Mia per sempre,

Jackie/ Apple

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