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New chapter...

EstherT1's picture
on November 18, 2012 - 10:41pm

Opening up the book of forgiveness...
I decided nothing much is worth holding on to if it means more bitterness. The truth will always come out in the end for all to see. I learned the biggest and most important thing for me to do is let go and trust in the Lord Jesus Christ. Focus on only that and all things will fall into place.

It is very clear for me that the time has come when I must solely concentrate of having a family. It's actually quite exciting and my life has taken a new turn of Peaceful mindedness. I'm getting my papers organize and little by little things will get done.

So I'm lining up my dates...just like the tree...I have dates! I wish I get the chance to date Josh...But I believe he is too busy and forgot about me. I'm looking forward to the new CD. "All That Echoes." Somehow I keep thinking of All that Jazz...That would be the title of my CD when I get married. Changing colors will be the perfect one for the honeymoon...That means I will change into the nighty!

Anyhow, I don't want to get too vivid...But I think this new chapter in my life would be fantastic!

I just want to wake up all lovey! I want to wake up with good music and good news... Thank heavens my Pastor gives us only 1 page to read. I've had plenty of PEACE from OPEN Door...come to think of it...I do need to pray for the church as they give a lot of love to people and money is always an issue. The Pastor if a really good comedian and we have many people with disabilities attending. I haven't figured out if my Pastor could be Jewish descent..He has catered to many Jews for Jesus.

Anyhow, I'm looking forward to planning a good morning session to get all my ducks in the row... Counting my blessings. Saving money and paying off debt. It's gonna be a wonderful year...I can already tell. I'm singing more...I'm singing not because I'm the world's greatest singer but because I never can before and it's better than screaming my head off. Which by the way I'm not paid enough to scream no matter how sad the news get. I am improving my voice...

To be continued...

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