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Crossroads

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on November 24, 2009 - 8:28pm

My best friend had her baby today!!! I got to see them earlier, and can't wait to visit with them when they get home from the hospital!

We had a great time with the Girl Scouts at our slumber party here last night! It's amazing what you learn from kids if you listen. The care and concern--pure, unbiased, true care for their friend and former troop member that has relapsed with rhabdomyocarcoma cancer truly humbles me. They have all come together as a troop and decided on a fundraiser for her and children's cancer research. In my own research on behalf of the girls, I have learned that there has been no new cancer drug for children's cancer specifically in nearly 20 years! Can you believe that??? I can't!

Well, the "crossroads" I've come to has to do with a personal journey that involves my extended family. Some of you may remember a few years ago (while Josh was touring with 'Awake') that I and some of my family members endured a major severing with other family members. I have thought about it--although with a sense of healing and peace knowing I had done all I could. Now, almost 3 years later, I have had a new revelation that made me realize the possible solution lies within me. I couldn't see it before now, even though I've searched. It will not be an easy task to approach the one who caused it all, but I believe I have to do it. I wonder at what point this revelation qualifies me for insanity?! The Bible says God won't put any more on us than we can bear...as the saying goes, "sometimes I wish he didn't trust me so much"!

I'm ready for a new Groban album. I need it. And I know I'm certainly not alone in this need!

Have a great night everyone, and if you don't mind, send some good vibes this way. I could use 'em.

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