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How Foolish I Am

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on June 27, 2011 - 7:15pm

I thought once school got out for the summer my anxiety level would be little to none. How foolish I am. There has not been a stressless weekend yet. For those who have been blessed with children, there should be a point and time when they don't make you want to bury your head under the bed pillows. As the saying goes, "Boys will be boys". Geez..... How foolish I am.

After being in the work force doing the same job year after year, nothing should surprise me. How foolish I am. After years of knowing that going to bed on time will allow me to wake up early, fresh and get to work on time, I still can't bring myself to shut the lights out before 3 a.m. I am late for work every single day. I work after hours to make up for it. I am late getting home from work. How foolish I am.

I twitter Josh almost every single day, sometimes I send more than one or two tweets. I know that he never reads anything I tweet. That word sounds silly. I know he will never read anything I tweet him. I spend a lot of time on the computer reading about Josh, listening to every interview, every concert clip, every vlog, etc. The time I spend doing all of this, I could be walking, cleaning, reading, working outside or inside, spending more time with family when they are around. How foolish I am.

After playing the first Josh Groban cd, I pretty much stopped listening to my other cd's. As I have posted many times that Josh's music calms me down, balances my spirit and helps me focus on the moment. I have a hard time sleeping 'without him'. When I can't handle my at-the-moment goings on in life, I head right for Josh's cd's. I have a hard time living without him. How foolish I am.

If nothing else, I am a happy fool.

The End,

Kate

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