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Letting ourselves be crazy

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on November 12, 2006 - 2:02pm

Greetings on this lovely Sunday. Its been quiet today as kids have spent most of their time outside. Yeah for mom. I am going through my day today trying hard to get things done, but find it hard because I am thinking about my trip tomorrow. I haven't really contacted anyone about what time they are getting there, or where they are staying, so looks like this trip is on my own. I am a little nervous to say the least. I even had a dream last night about not going at all. I woke up wondering if I should at all. I mean really, it is a lot of driving, and it is a lot of time being AWAKE for some guy I will see for about 20 seconds....Is it worth it? Sure it is, but not because it is Josh, but because it is nice to be able to do something totally crazy for once. Its been awhile since I did anything this crazy. I guess we grow up believing we have to stop doing these things as we get older. Especially after one becomes a parent. I refuse to live my life never doing anything crazy. I have spent way too long trying to live up to what a good mom was "suppose" to be. I guess you can say I have grown my wings and am starting to fly. Life is more fun when you can let your self enjoy it and be crazy sometimes.

Speaking of dreams, I can't remember most of them last night, but for some reason I was naked in all of them. ACKKKKKKKK! I am a big believer in what are dreams tell us, so what do you think that means? Never mind, I don't think I want to know after all. I have the strangest dreams. All I know is that I woke up feeling a bit silly. No people, Josh wasn't in any of them. LOL......*darn*.......*giggles* Did I really just say that? Ok, embarassed now.........

Ya know, I just gone done saying that the kids have been spending most of their time outside, well, they just came in and they can't seem to stop fighting. Yikes. Now I really do need this trip. Perfect time for some quiet time.

Anyway, hope you all have a great day. Probably will not be blogging tomorrow as I am headed out the door early. But I will write all about it when I get back. Keep smiling and believe that good things will happen to you. It doesen't always seem like that, but life can suprise you. Love to all.......

My tip for today..........Don't pick your nose while your sitting in traffic. No, not me........ but I have seen other drivers........Believe me, it is SNOT funny. Ok, I could have PICKED a better line..........!

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