Skip directly to content

I let out a blood curdling scream

nathelle's picture
on November 25, 2006 - 3:27pm

After three really up days, Thanksgiving was a bummer. I found my ativans which are addictive. I didn't want to take any but didn't want to give them to Tony. So I jump in the shower to think. Any how I started to think I was crazy and the idea just snowballed in my head until it exploded and I let a blood curdling scream. I was standing in the shower just screaming for Tony to help me. He got me out of the shower, put a towel around me and hugged me as I cried and screamed. It was an aweful experience. After he got me calm, I tried to keep that way but I had two more attacks. A little one I got over and then Sarah called me to see what was wrong and there I went again. I begged Tony to take me to the Hell Hole because I freaking scared. He didn't move and I was a mad woman screaming at him to take me. I told him where the ativans were and I took one. On the way to the centers oh I mean hell hole, I kept talking to myself and shaking. I told him to drive slow so the ativan could kick in. Thank God it did and we turned around. I came home and took another ativan and went to Mother in laws, got straight into bed until dinner, then took another ativan and went back to sleep till it was time to go.

What a Wonderful Thanksgiving!

[]