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Bummed out

vijaykumar's picture
on November 25, 2006 - 10:18pm

Well yeah, I'm bummed. Josh's song says, "You Are Loved", but sometimes I hafta admit-I don't feel loved. "Don't give up, it's just the weight of the world, if your heart's heavy I will lift it for you." I honestly don't know if it's the "weight of the world" or just my own lack of confidence in myself. I FINALLY find a job I actually like to go to, have decent pay, and I thought I'd gotten to a point in my life where I didn't need a man in my life to be "complete". Then I meet this dude who "knocks me over with a feather", and as is ALWAYS the case in my life, he can't get away from me fast enough!!!!!!!!! As you can imagine, that doesn't do much for my self-esteem. As the sayin goes, "same s--t, different day"!!!!!!!!!!!!