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Purity of Spring

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on March 14, 2007 - 8:01am

It is another start to another beautiful day. I do not think I will ever get tired of this beautiful weather. Has Spring really arrived? I would love to be outside taking a break to feel the warmth from the sun, enjoy the smell of freshly cut grass that seem to have filled the air, but my busy life in the house keeps me from doing such a joyous thing. The girls are in school, and my little boy still lies in his bed asleep as it does give me a few minutes to myself, but I would rather be outside enjoy what mother nature has to offer. Maybe I shall take my son somewhere today. He might like to have some special time with mom some where outside. It would be good for us both. Seeing the same 4 walls day after day just gets overwhelmingly tiresome. Oh,how I long for a change......

I am feeling pretty tired still as I did not get much sleep last night. Part of it was staying up late watching Idol, and another was that once again my mind was just filled with so many thoughts. Mostly thoughts on where my life is going. Some of it was good, some of it wonderful, and some of it was just plain confusing. I hate it when it fills me so much that it prevents me from sleeping. But I guess having a full mind isn't so bad. At least I am thinking. That's a good start to anywhere.

Spouse came over this morning to take the girls to school. Seems strange that he comes over as much as he does. It makes me feel uncomfortable, but seeing that he is paying for everything right now, and that his kids need him, not much I can do about it. I am trying hard to keep myself from going insane over this, but I also know the kids are happier when they see dad a lot.They need him. I guess it is just going to take some time getting use to a knew life. It is hard starting over, but at the same time I feel I can breath a little bit more today.

Anyway, hope everyone has a splendid day where ever you are. Across the miles you may be, but you all feel ever so close to me........ Have a sweet, and beautiful day! You are loved! Be awakened!

Oh, Here is another poem that I did not write. Just loved it anyway....... Man, I really need my creative mind to work again. Wake up Hamster!!!!!!!!!

Purity of Spring

Spring mornings cast hope

All is well within my winter storm

Growth of enchanting spirits

Design new comfort, sweet purity

Dancing with magical dandelions

The kind which carry me away

Whisking this mind to glory

Excuse my earthly absence

Trees beckon my soul

Nature becomes existence

Gaze beyond my smile

Roots within create mystical gifts

Watch patiently, as this flower grows

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