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Feeling out of sorts

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on March 20, 2007 - 11:41am

Well, I am here. I actually didn't blog yesterday as I just could not find the strength to do anything but lay on the couch with my own emotions. Yeah, I guess you could say I am feeling like a big baby these days. I am not sure if it is this dam cold or just feeling like you know what about the way my life is going at the moment. I find myself just sulking most of the time. I hate this feeling.People keep telling me I am not alone, but all my friends are on the other dam side of this country. It sucks! I want them with me......God, I may just have to go out there. Hope ya all prepare yourselves, I may have to come and bug each and every one of ya really soon.LOL........Oh no,I think East coast just issued a serious Goober warning..........

This is so not like me at all. I want to get back to being the happy person I know I am somewhere inside me. I miss talking to my gal pals, but just haven't wanting to chat. I would probably just drag everyone down with my problems anyway. You know its bad when I have a Josh Groban concert to attend in 8 days and I can't even find any strength to look forward to that. Hard to believe especially since I have been looking forward to that for years. God, what the heck is wrong with me?

Sorry for sounding so down, but just how I have been feeling lately. I still stand behind my decision about my marriage, but it is so hard to deal with. I am so overwhelmed. I just want to get back on a path where I know where I am going again. Trying to get my feet back on the ground I guess.

Anyway, nothing much else to say but I am still here.....just staying to myself for a while. Just needing time to figure out what the hell I am gonna do next. I am still thinking of you all very much so.

Wishing everyone a great week, and wonderful moments that keep you all smiling........Take care..You are loved!

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