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Sometimes I want to cry

suzypooh's picture
on May 11, 2007 - 12:31pm

Haven't been in here for a bit. We got to see Jonathan this past weekend. It was a lot of fun and so good to see him again. We are limiting our visits to once a month for now since money is a bit tight. Well, missed the presales, but from what I hear I didn't miss that much - Oh well. I hope we get lucky later on. I just havet to wait til last minute to make sure I can get the time off before I make that commitment. Anyway, like to day - sometimes I want to cry - cause if Jonathan were home - I would be taking him to see Shrek III - but unfortunately we won't see him again until the first of June and by then - it may not still be in the box office, but it might. I just miss having my baby boy home sometimes. He is 13, but he is still very much like a child because of his disabilities and will most likely stay this way for many years. This isn't such a bad thing though - he is very innocent and hopefully will remain this way. Never having to realize the complexities of this world and all that comes with it. He can just stay simple and free to be a child forever. Golly, I'm almost jealous thinking about it. I mean, I should be so lucky.

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