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What do I mean?

vijaykumar's picture
on May 30, 2007 - 9:47am

A moment is worthless, no meaning,purpose, every breath is just waisted, if you were not the center of my world. I'm just drifting, barely existing, cause every minute without you is worthless...

Every minute does seem worthless without him. But what can you do when the person you want is so much older than you? What he wants is someone who likes him for him, not because he's famous.

For those of us who do like him, is it just because of him fame, because he has this amazing voice of all time? Or do we like him because he's just Josh? If we never knew he was this amazing and we met him on the street and we bacame friends with him, do you think we'd all feel the same?

Do you think we'd all want to be with him just as bad? There are times where I think I would. He has the kind pf personality that I'd look for in a guy. But who am I kidding? I must be stupid to even think about ever getting a chance with him.

I KNOW that I am never going to date him, its just some fantasy that I really want and when i think about it a lot, I realize how dumb I must sound.
I think Josh deserves the best person out there and whoever he picks is going to be very lucky.

As much as I want him happy, it makes me sad thinking that whoever he picks, she's going to be able to spend a lot of time with him. She's going to know new things about him that we don't know. I know that it's none of our business what goes on in his life but I wish that I was older and that I could spend the rest of my life with him.

Is it true that January Jones didn't accept his proposal? Did he even ask her to marry him? If what I read was true, she's missing out on the best man anyone could ever meet. I understand that they are still really good friends and I understand that with him being on the road all the time, it'd be kind of hard and frustrating but still. If i had that oppertunity I'd wait as long as possible. I think knowing I had a great person in my life, it'd keep me strong and I'd like i said before, I'd wait as long as I had to.

I don't know why I decided to write this...I guess I just wanted to share what i was feeling. I don't want to seem like a nosy person for asking about the merriage thing but I'm sure everyone else wonders. As I go off and say all this random stuff that have nothing to do with the lyrics up at the top or anything in the middle. Josh is the most AMAZING person anyone could ever meet and I am still waiting for my chance. Like i said over and over again in my other interies. But yeah...I think I'm done with this one.

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