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NEED DRUGS!!!

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on August 3, 2007 - 6:45am

To SLEEP you crazy people!!!! I think today when Sam and I go out and about, I need to get some OTC sleeping pills...God, I hate that I can't seem to sleep for more than about 4 hours at a time. This is going to be a really long, long day!!! MUST SEEK OUT STARBUCKS!!!! I've already been up for about 4 hours...and it's only about 7:30 am. Tonight, we are supposed to meet my in-laws for dinner. I'm gonna HAVE to catch a nap this afternoon!!!

Yesterday we spent part of the afternoon with my brother-in-law. We were talking, and all of a sudden, he asked me if Sam and I are alright....
Now, Mark and I...well, we get along now...but we really did not like each other when we first met. Anyway, it's not like anyone in Sam's family is someone I would consider a confidant...I'm sure as hell not gonna tell Mark if Sam and I are having problems. Although, I did say that sometimes Sam sucks the life out of me....I said it jokingly, but I was only half joking. Mark told me that's a husband's job...haha. Yeah, I kind of figured that out. My ex-husband made it a point to suck the life out of me too!!!

OK, today, I'm writing from Salt Lake City...Mark's wedding is tomorrow evening. So we drove in yesterday. I already told Sam we can't do much shopping because in (OMG) less than 3 weeks, we are leaving on our week long, 3 concert extravaganza. We are going to spend a day in San Francisco while on our trip, and I want to save money for that. I wasn't very excited....but now I'm starting to get excited as it gets closer. And, speaking of closer, in Nampa, I'll get to be closer to "The Man" himself than I ever hoped to be....thank you Joi, for bidding on those front row seats..even if I have to get a third job to help pay for it!!! OK..slight exaggeration.

Last night we were at the Gateway Center, which is a shopping area in Salt Lake, and it's right by the arena where Josh will be on Aug. 28. I told Sam, "that's where we're going to see Josh later this month. Aren't you excited?" He wasn't. :) Oh, well....I guess that's not too surprising...I think he only comes along because he's afraid I'm going to run off with Josh if he doesn't...LOL (Yeah, like Josh would let me....*snicker* "Please Josh, take me away from my boring life!!!! And away from my husband who is slowly sucking the life out of me!!!") Suppose he'd go for that? LOL Yeah, I don't think so either.

Oh, and I'm still smoke-free...yay!!! Need to develop a new bad habit!!! That's on my list of things to do. :)

I've been watching the news a lot because of the bridge collapse in Minneapolis. (Now, as a side note...I was working Wednesday evening, and my boss called me and told me I needed to watch some news. Before she could tell me why, the first thought I had was..."OH MY GOD...Something happened to Josh." Yeah, I'm a sick woman....definitely need psychiatric help!!!!) I bet I've crossed that bridge about a hundred times in my life....well, maybe not that many, but when my oldest sister lived in the Twin Cities, we would occasionally go downtown when we would visit...that's when I was pretty young. In fact, just 3 years ago, Sam and I went there on vacation...well, we actually went to MN to visit my family, but we spent a few days in Minneapolis. Anyway, we crossed that bridge because we went downtown to a Twins game, and also just to mess around downtown for awhile. God, what a mess. I know I have friends from college who live in that area, but I've lost track of most of them over the years...I don't have any family in the Twin Cities anymore though. My heart just goes out to the people there this week....

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