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Regrets, I've got a few

Grobanite87's picture
on August 13, 2007 - 11:13am

My forehead has a big bump from me beating it futiley against the desk after reading some of the Milwaukee reports!! I should have gone to the buses, but was so sweaty after the concert I just wanted to cool off!! Now I can't help but wonder if I subconsciously sabatoge my chances of meeting Josh! I seem to be having alot of you just missed him moments! I know this is just PCD and I should stop reading the threadsm and yet I can't help but be happy for those who got to meet him. Is that an oxy-moron or what? More like a moron!!

Had my niece's baptism yesterday. Despite the crowds, when I held her I got the chance to sing Lullaby softly to her, thank goodness she doesn't understand Aunt Jill couldn't carry a tune in a bucket, but she always smiles when I sing it to her...am thinking it's cause it's Josh's music and not my singing voice.

Thanks for everyone for their comments, at least I know there are others out there who feel my pain. I happily accept the teasing over Josh, but it is very nice to have a place where I can go and people understand what I mean.

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