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im still numb...

vijaykumar's picture
on August 23, 2007 - 9:46am

well if my life has anymore turns and spins i just dont know what i will do...i cried in the bathroom yesterday morning, and i cried hard last night...i cried because my life just has seemed so empty...i saw a wonderful man in concert a week ago and ever since then my mind is spinning and my heart is pounding...i miss playing the piano i miss writing music...i know i can do it...i wrote 2 songs last night and they could be beautiful if it was the right voice...im stuck in this big cloud right now..im just stuck..i feel like i should be making a difference, i should be making my mark...i feel that i should be going places and just be doing something different..im not as happy as i think i could be..and im just not sure why...i feel like my talents are being wasted and my dreams are slowly fading..i just want that chance to try..i just want my music to be heard...i want my lyrics to be used and loved...im so torn today....

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