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on September 16, 2007 - 12:17pm

I have some unhappy news to report...my grandmother has been in the hospital for four months, and on friday night, my cousin called me, to get to the hospital soon because she is just really really bad...
she isn't "gone" yet, but she is close...
my mom, aunt, and uncle have decided to remove her tube...she does not respond and well, she is a vegetable...she is in SOO much pain, but since her brain isn't working she can't really feel it...so the family has decided to let her go...
it is very painful for them to do that, but those where my grandmothers last wishes (when she could actually talk)
so, on wednesday, the tubes come off, and if she breaths by her own, than thats good...other than that...well, you know what happens next.

today, i'm gonna go see her for the last time, and i'm gonna sing her the song Awake, just me and her in the room, one last time...

yesterday, i went to go sing at church, and one of the songs is called "i want to be a NEW cup" (meaning, something new, something better) and i just started crying infront of everyone in the church and i just could not hold it for that song...hopefully, when i sing awake for her, the words will actually come out...

thanks for reading this, you grobanites are just the best (lucky josh)...LOVE you guys!

i'll update later tonight or tomorrow...

see ya!
Nessa

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