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i couldn't do it

Nessa7's picture
on September 16, 2007 - 10:32pm

thank you SOOO much too...MezzoSopranoNoel, FlippedOverJosh02, synchrosk8er, beezee, for your prayers..it means a whole bunch.

well, i went to go see her...i just couldn't sing the song...my lips where shaking..it was just so painful and i felt so bad, that i couldn't even say it to her...but i did sing it in my head while my younger brother and i were holding her hand...
that is as good as i could do...
my older brother didn't come with us because he gets too emotional but he is going to go see her on wednesday (the day that they take the tubes off)...

when i saw my younger brother (Edwin) look at my grandma, it made me want to cry because of the reaction on his face...i couldn't cry infront of him, because then he would have cried, and then everyone in the waiting would have been crying...

thank you all for the prayers...we'll see what happens on wednesday, and i'll report back here.

thanks again, i love you guys..

Nessa

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