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Crazy Day

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on November 8, 2007 - 4:43pm

My day started very early. I was awakened by Dave telling that he left his wallet at home. Not good for a bus driver so I got up, showered and took off at 5:00 this morning. I met him at 6:45 on his route. By the time I arrived home it was too late to go back to sleep. I ended up doing household chores then taking Aunt Bobbie to her appointments. My errands are finished for the day except to pick my daughter up after work.
I'm sedating JR (my dog) tonight cause he kept me up till 3:17 this morning. He doesn't like the raccoons around here. They're the size of small dogs and they make the worst noises.
The weather has been foggy kinda like pea soup till about noon. Now its foggy with the sun peeking out periodically. That's enough to make one sleepy. It's the kind of day that I want to just kick back on the couch, crochet, drink my Shipbibo Tea and of course listen to Josh and his heavenly voice. He'll calm my nerves real quick.
I just received word that hospice care has been ordered for my mother. It's a double edged sword in my eyes. Yes, I feel she needs to leave this earth for a much better life but my heart is hurting. I'm having a hard time letting go and I know it. I had the same problem when my mother-in-law became ill and passed on. I was extremely close to her. Life definitely isn't easy that's for sure. It seems like there's been a challenge around every corner I turn for the last 8 years. For the most part I was handling most of the challenges quite well up until last April. I've had some issues to deal with and dear sweet Josh has been there to help me deal. He is my sanity. I'm looking forward to the time that I will not have the extreme challenges that I have been facing for a while.
Sorry for my sobbing session. Thanks for putting up with me. I promise I won't hold sobbing sessions too often.
On a brighter note I'm feeling real good right now. Between talking to all of you and listening to Josh I'm feeling peaceful and warm inside.

THANKS ALL OF YOU AND YOU TOO JOSH FOR BEING THERE FOR ME. This website is one of the best things that has happened to me in a while.

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