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I still have no feeling ...

ObiWanCannoli's picture
on November 11, 2007 - 8:07pm

in my arm ... LOL So the injection doesn't seem to have worked and oddly enough it seems to have made the numbness just a little worse. It's kind of frustrating but now that I've started this there's no going back. Gonna have to get the next injection and then the last before deciding what to do. Ugh! What a dummy ... well here's the thing, I didn't want to have surgery again right away and since he said he would have to go through my NECK ... I shied away from it! Ok tucked tail and ran is more like it!!!! I didn't relish the thought of him slicing through my neck. He acted so nonchalant about it too, like ho hum just gonna make a slice in your throat and fix that summbitch hahahahahaha! Oh yeah I think my eyes got really wide and my face turned ashen before I nearly spewed on him. But I did find my voice to say HELL NO. What else is there? Heh heh ... INJECTIONS that's what ... sounded better than this ... dunno, maybe not. So we'll see. Other than that what else is going on? Nothing much - especially not finding any time for myself. I suppose I should be used to it by now but I'm not. I still hope for it and get frustrated when it doesn't come to fruition. What a dummy! Maybe someday I'll learn ...

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