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My Crazy Life

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on November 22, 2007 - 8:33pm

My friend got out of jail this morning. Yay!! Something else to be thankful for! I'm going to dinner with her, my sister, and another friend on Saturday night. I'm so excited! We all grew up together and it's so good to have the group back again. She was gone 6 mos, and she was missed very much :( Visiting hours were such that I only got to see her once the whole time. I can't wait to hug her!

I also heard from another long lost friend today. He last called me while I was on my way to Josh's DC concert--Sept. 2 I think. He only contacts me when something big is going on. He called then to say he was getting a divorce. Today he texted me to say he's naming his second child (he didn't get the divorce) after the guitarist in the band AFI. Then he informed me that he's now a Wiccan. So random! We're hopefully getting together soon to talk further about this. All I know is a friend introduced him to Wicca. I want to know what made him decide to become Wiccan when he was a Christian.

I seem to have this effect on guys. They feel they can tell me anything about the important stuff of life, but then they never seem to want to just hang out. Not to long ago, this other guy kept talking to me about his dad who was dying of cancer. He was very vulnerable, expressing his feelings every step of the way, but now that his father's passed, he'll only say hello if he sees me. Maybe guys just need someone to talk to sometimes, someone other than their close friends or family (or girlfriend). Maybe they think that gives an outside perspective that someone close to them can't provide. Maybe I'm making this all up :/ I just wish I could find the one guy who will share the stuff of life with me but also want to simply enjoy life with me. I know he's out there, and I just need to be patient. It's hard sometimes.

Last night I dreamed a guy gave me "10 kisses." Actually, he was going to give me 10 pecks, starting from the top of my forehead and working down to my chin, but when he got to my lips he kept kissing me there. Why in the world do I keep having these dreams?

Oh I don't think I mentioned that one of my coworkers invited me to go to PA with him for Thanksgiving! He was talking about going, and I said it sounded like a lot of fun, so he said I should go. I said, "yeah, that would be great!" He replied, "You're joking, but I'm totally serious." This guy really seems to like me, but he claims both that he's "not religious" and that he's Jewish.

Just got a text from my now-Wiccan friend, who is no longer interested in meeting. Blast! I haven't seen him in so long and I miss him too :( And it sounds like we do have a lot to talk about. Especially knowing him and his history.

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