Skip directly to content

Um...Blah?

vijaykumar's picture
on November 29, 2007 - 1:57pm

My day was going pretty good up until I got into my English class. We have to do this senior report and that's one of the things you have to pass in order to graduate. Well, so far, I'm not passing either of the things and I'm getting pretty scared.

I don't want to have to stay at this lame school for another year..I wish I was homeschooled. My friend is homeschooled and she gets to go to Disneyland all the time. It doesn't seem like she does any work and if she does, its like for half the day.

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if I had the ability to sing and I was good enough to have my own CD out and I was able to go around the world and tour and do all that kind of stuff. But my problem would be standing in front of a large crowd..I'd be terrified.

I can't sing to save my life, I don't think I have any special talent..I can't write anything that's super good, I can't act because I'm too flipping shy to say anything in front of anyone..There's a girl that's in two of my classes and I wonder all the time what it would be like if I had her personality.

She's the pretty, nice, outgoing kind of person that everyone likes to talk to. We were friends in elementary school and we still are friends but we don't really talk as much as we used to.

This is going to be my depressing journal entry....and it kind of just stops...

[]