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on January 20, 2008 - 10:50am

hi everyone. i am at church cuz my rents have an elders meeting. my church is a lil tiny house church but i like it alot.
one of my dear friends is here, we grew up together n don't remember not knowing eachother. lately he's been so mean to me though. we mess w/ each other cuz we grew up together, but some of the things are just so mean. he just got accepted at a nice christian college and got a 40,000 dollar schlarship. ten thousand each year. just cuz he's so smart.
he's funny and a genious and ridiculously clever. I basically worship him. we dont always get along but i love him to death. but today when i congratulated him on the scholarship he said " that's what happens when you don't go to ( local community college that i go to).
he makes jokes like that all the time but it hurt so badly. it was so mean because i get good grades n its a really good school. i try not to be annoying. we had a big fight a few months ago but i apologized n we were gettin along great. but some of these things hurt so much. so my eyes welled up n i had to hide n i feel like crap. i know that somewhere inside he cares about me but i am feeling very hurt. im going to go listen to josh n hope i feel better.
love you,