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It breaks my heart.

vijaykumar's picture
on January 26, 2008 - 7:26pm

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uWow42TCwzg

^ I'm fiddling around on myspace, happy as usual, and of course I have to click on one of these posts.

This one, imparticular, deals with child abuse so I decide to watch the video. About 2 minutes into it, I start balling my eyes out. I cannot believe how sensitive I am towards these things, but I can't help it! It just sickens me how a parent could do this to their child. There are so many couples out there who are trying so hard to have children, and can't... yet these sick people are given children to kill. It just doesn't make sense.

Maybe it's just me, but when I think of having children of my own someday, I'm probably going to be the most overprotective mother the world has ever seen. I mean, I'm 19 years old and I'm already known as "the mother" in my group of friends, and even to my own mom (she tells me all the time to quit acting like her mom, haha). I just wish there was something I could to do prevent any child from ever having to go through that. Ugh.

On a happier note, the apartment search went well today. I think I may have found my future home, and I'm really excited about it. We just have to wait for taxes to get back so we can fill out the FAFSA, then we'll go from there.

Athens is such a beautiful town, I just wish it wasn't so wild. That's the scariest part of having to move down there, I don't want to be anywhere near the alcohol and drugs. I've never been into that stuff, and I surely don't want to be around people who are. I mean, surely, you're going to find that at all colleges... but OU imparticular is known for it's partying. I believe it holds one of the country's top 5 titles for "Biggest Party School" Hooray.

Well, I need to get ready for bed. I'm absolutely exhausted. Thank God we had Josh along for the ride today, otherwise I surely would have fallen asleep. Thank God for you Josh<3 :)

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