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Wow sometimes it hard to be human

laurel's picture
on June 3, 2008 - 3:22pm

I hate the way my emotions are all over the place since my father past away.I used to be such an even keel person and now I have lost who I am of late.Sad is the first thing I can relate to,then confusion, anger, self-loathing and helplessness are all what I am experiencing of late.One day I am content in my job,home life and relationships and then the next I want to run away and disappear and be alone.I am truly thankful for Josh's voice as it seems to be the only settling force in my life right now,his voice eases my hurt and takes away some of my loneliness.I hope I can fight my way back to the person I was and knew as I am a complete stranger to myself right now.I MISS MY FATHER TERRIBLY!!!!
Thanks for the ear.

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