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Fun weekend & other thoughts....

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on June 26, 2008 - 1:43am

Sam and I went to Utah this past weekend to visit Joivana. Oh, we had so much fun! I wish I could afford to do that more often. It was so incredible to see her and spend time with her. She is so funny! We went shopping and we also went to see the movie 'Get Smart.' If you get the chance, you must see it! I laughed so hard, I think I almost peed myself several times! Then, of course, when I saw the credits, I understood part of why it was so funny...Mel Brooks was a consultant on the film. And he is FARKING brilliant!

Anyway, just being with Joivana was a joy! She makes me laugh so much, but I think by the end of Sunday, Sam was sick of hearing about....oh, what's his name? That hot singer? Oh, yeah...Groban....that's it! hehe I rarely get to talk much about Josh with anyone because everyone here thinks I'm psycho and obsessed. I'm seriously offended by that....NOT! Actually, I ALMOST resemble that remark...

OK, on to other things. Sometimes, I think I'm really old. Other times, I think I'm still a kid. I wish I could be 20 again, but only if I can know what I know now...hehehe.

Seriously, recently, I've been having some pretty 'dark' thoughts. And I can have some very dark thoughts. Been going places in my head where I haven't been for a long time and where I really don't want to be. Maybe that's part of why the weekend with Joivana was so therapeutic. It just felt good to not feel trapped, even if only for a couple of days.

Anyway, back to being old...hahaha....
Sometimes, I think I'm so old...but every now and then, I see a person my age, or even younger...that makes me realize maybe I'm not as old as I imagine I am. hehe

Tonight, I had to get a blood sample from a patient who is only a few months older than I am. But if I were to guess, I would have guessed this person to be far older than I am...based on appearance. So....I look pretty damn good! Must be too much clean living...well except for the fact that I used to smoke...

Yeah, I'm pretty damn boring too...but that's ok too, I guess. :)

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