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A + in Procrastination

BethanyHenderson's picture
on September 26, 2008 - 4:05pm

Today I feel depressed. I don't feel like working. I don't know what I want. Less Groban. More sleep. Get organized. Call up all those people I keep meaning to call. Get something done. Play with the dog. Exercise. Eat something healthy. Try to be happy, but today I find it difficult. Jelously. Sadness. Confusion. I need to let go, but I'm not sure where to begin. Lost. A little like I don't belong. I type in fragments. It's easier to pronounce that way. Time goes by too fast for me. Oh, how I loathe this all too familiar feeling. The pain just builds and builds. Eventually a happy moment breaks through and things drift back into place. But for now what can I do to get off this...wounded nightmare ride. All I know is I'm sad, so, so sad. Writing this down has helped a little, but I still feel the lonliness. I think it's my turn to speak up, but will you listen?

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