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on September 29, 2008 - 10:18am

so... on Wednesday is the D-day. Well, kinda... University starts for me (it already started for some) and I'm sooo nervous! It's a whole new world and though I know more or less what to expect it's still only a vague idea. The professors treat you there as an equal which isn't bad but then again it means a lot of responsibility and messing up isn't so "simple" anymore. You have to act more carefully and think more of the possible consequences of your actions (what a shocker there!). It really is a preparation for the "big bad world".
Interesting, now that I think of it, this summer was one of the most stressful summers of my entire life. So many things had happened. Graduation, end of high school, entrance exam at one University then failing to get in there, then the other one and finally getting there. Then there was this period of time when my mom considered leaving my dad because she though he fell in love with another woman my brother's age (and he's only 3 years older than me). Now that was a horrible time, and though (THANK GOD!)it lasted "only" a few days. It was horrible and I wouldn't want anyone to go through it.
I had such mood swings this summer it was awful. I practically devoured books to remain more or less sane. And now, with Wednesday ahead of me and this whole new period of life awaiting I can only say that though I may not feel completely ready for whatever awaits me I know that after this summer and everything that's happened with God's help (and good books and music) I can survive anything. So all in all (I'm feeling kinda philosophical right now, sorry :D) I'm gonna be ok.
Or at least I hope. :)

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