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PLEASE FORGIVE ME BUT I NEED TO TALK

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on January 13, 2009 - 9:43pm

Today was an extremely trying day. I was up at 3:45am to take Dave to work. When I arrived home I started to get a few chores done that wouldn't wake Brian. I finally decided to take a rest at 8:00 and from that point on it went down the tubes. I woke up to my phone ringing. It was my father. He didn't sound good. I won't go into details but I got down to him as soon as I could. I ran him to the ER. We were there all day. I finally arrived home at 8:14 tonight. I had a roll for breakfast with a small glass of juice. That was it till I got home. I couldn't eat all day I was very nauseous cause I was so worried sick about dad. Dad's home but he needs to see a specialist tomorrow. I'm having a difficult time dealing with this when I'm dealing with my own health issues. I feel like the stress level has just jumped from a 7 to a 21. To top off my day my Josh cd quit playing in my car. That really put me over the edge. I guess after dealing with mom and her illness for so long then starting to get back on some kind of norm and then for this to happen just tore me up. I have to figure out a way to deal with these situations after all my dad is no spring chicken and either is his sister. I pray so very much asking for the strength that I need to get through the trying times. I also listen to Josh cause he does make my life easier to deal with. I have to say that everyone here that supports me isso helpful in getting me through the hard times you'll never know how much you mean to me. THANK YOU ALL!! I'm listening to Josh right now to try to calm down before I go to bed to get some rest. As my title says,PLEASE FORGIVE ME BUT I NEEDED TO TALK. I'm feeling a little better just telling someone.

Have a good night.

Shirley

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