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OMJ..... MY GAY FIANCE, THE SAGA CONTINUES

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on May 5, 2009 - 2:50pm

YEP,

I HAVE BEEN MARRIED, BUT NEVER ACTUALLY IN LOVE UNTIL I LEFT MY HUSBAND (WHO I MARRIED AT 17), AND WAS SET UP IN A "ROOMATE" TYPE SITUATION WITH THE SINGLE FATHER OF ONE OF MY SON'S CLASSMATES, THIS WAS IN JULY OF 1997............ I ALWAYS TOLD FRIENDS/ FAMILY THAT THERE WASN'T ANYTHING TO WORRY ABOUT BECAUSE HE'S GAY.... I ASSUMED, IT WAS MUCH MORE OF A BI-CURIOUS SITUATION HOWEVER, AND IN THE END GAY WON OUT-- WE WERE ENGAGED, BUT NEVER TOGETHER IF YOU CATCH MY DRIFT.....-- OH DEAR LORD, FORGIVE THE PUN.

I WAS MISSLED ABOUT THAT PARTICULAR FACT IN EVERY WAY THAT ONE CAN IMMAGINE......

I DID, AND STILL DO LOVE THIS MAN. CRAPTASTIC !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LONG STORY SHORT, I WAS HIS FAKE WIFE/ STEP MOTHER TO HIS SON, 5 YRS OLDER THAN CHRISTOPHER. I WOULD HAVE REALLY LOVED TO KNOW THAT I WAS PART OF HIS FRONT TO SHOW HIS FAMILY/ FRIENDS THAT HE WAS NOT GAY. BUT THAT DIDN'T WORK OUT THE WAY I WISH IT HAD-- IN RETROSPECT--.
WE LIVED TOGETHER UNTIL 2003, AND SOMEHOW YESTERDAY MY SON FOUND "FAMILY PHOTOS" THAT WE'D HAD TAKEN WHILE LIVING IN CHICAGO, ALL 5 OF US-- HIM/ HIS SON AND ME/MY CHILDREN, CHRISTOPHER JUST KEPT ASKING ME ABOUT HIM, AND SAYING/ EVEN SIGNING "I WANT TO SEE *****". this had to be right before bed OF COARSE, SO GUESS WHO I DREAMED ABOUT ALL NIGHT LONG?????????? NOT IN A PERVERT WAY, FOR THE RECORD BUT RATHER THAT I DID AND DO, AS DO BOTH CHRIS AND KIM LOVE HIM. I HAD MANAGED TO HAVE ALL THE PHOTOS HIDDEN AND DIDN'T ANSWER THE PHONE WHENEVER I SAW A (773) or(312) AREA CODE COME UP BECAUSE I FALL SO QUICKLY BACK INTO THOSE ARMS- TOTALLY PLATONIC, ALWAYS HAS BEEN- BUT NOT ONLY ARE MY FEELINGS PRESENT, I ALSO HAVE TO THINK OF MY NOT SO YOUNG KIDDO'S.... THEY LOVE HIM 2. WAS HE A LYING, MANUPLATIVE JERK???, YES-- DOES THAT MATTER TO MY CHILDREN, WHO CALLED HIM DADDY FOR MORE YEARS THAN THEIR OWN FATHER ?? NOT ONE BIT, IN FACT ONE OF THE THINGS THAT MY DAUGHTER AND I FIGHT OVER MORE THAN ANYTHING IS WHY I PACKED US UP AND MOVED BACK TO DENVER FROM CHICAGO AT THE DROP OF A HAT,ANSWER: IT IS THIS PERSON.
CHRISTOPHER AND KIMBERLY BOTH STILL LOVE HIM, AND AFTER TALKING TO HIM TODAY.... DARN IT IF I DONT LOVE HIM 2.

CRAP...........
WHAT TO DO, I DON'T KNOW-

BETTER GO BEFORE KIM GETS HOME, I AM ON HER COMPUTER..

BECCA

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