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Not meant to be...

Aerlene's picture
on February 25, 2013 - 6:38am

I'm so happy and so sad at the same time. I could probably say I'm so happy in my heartache. But seriously Josh is coming to Europe. He will be in UK. I could go to two concerts and see him and listen live to his wonderful voice ... but I can't because I won't be in UK at that time. It just seems like it's not meant to be. What a coincidence, really? Out of the whole year he has to come in time that I actually can't be there and there's no way of me rescheduling it. You see I need to write my diploma and then I need to pass the exams and then he's gone...

And it's not even that. I've ordered the CD from the USA because in UK 'All that Echoes' had its premiere just today and I wanted to have it as soon as possible. And what? And I had to pay customs fee which I forgot about. £43 for a CD it's just not right. And then again I was so happy for the CD and I do love it don't get me wrong. I absolutely love the music and his voice. It calms me down but there's that feeling of disappointment at the bottom of my heart. It's not his fault or anything, I don't blame him but...

... but it just seems like we are not meant to be... And that makes me sad.

Maybe someday our universes will collide ;)

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