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josh in "CHESS".

on June 9, 2008 - 5:08am

i'm still so not over this, that's why it took so long for me to post about it, my first journal entry that's making me cry. when i was down in the dressing room area at "CHESS" london, josh was down there too. i passed by his dressing room, he was in there talking and laughing. i think that's why david and brian were watching us so closely, he was down there. i've added this to my list of reoccuring dreams, josh laughing behind that door.

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josh in chess

on May 26, 2008 - 6:54am

london, omj! where i got grobies from all over the world and i got all the way down to his dressing room. this is how that happened...walking around RAH, we went down to the basement looking for an ATM machine, that's why i was down there, i SWEAR! we turned around a curve and OMJ!, brian, david r. and dennis. i grabbed DOG,"molli! do you see who those people are? be quiet no talking! let's see how long they let us stay down here." we walked back and forth, all around, no one talked to us, but david and brian, every time we walked past them, their heads turned, in unison, and watched us. i added that to my JOSHed reoccuring dreams, their heads turning like that. we saw the woman who played his wife. i told her, "break a leg!" she laughed and said, "thanks!"

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josh at work

on May 3, 2008 - 6:02pm

my new job... the assistant likes josh too. i told her i've met him. she believed. yesterday i brought the pic of me and josh bsp! to show her. the assistant, "OH MY! it's true you do know him!" me, "oh! yes!" she wants to see alll my josh stuff.
sorry! the pic is not in my 'puter. it's the typical "meeting josh bsp" pic with his arm around my shoulder, both of us facing the camera. if you promise not to tell josh...i'll tell you this, he hurt my shoulder. his hands are HUGE. he put his whole hand over my shoulder and squeezed. my shoulder hurt for a week, but it was the best hurt i ever had.

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vegas, "awake" tour,

on April 20, 2008 - 2:05pm

my JOSHed friends and i found out that we were going to vegas too late in the game to be able to go to the m and g. my JOSHed sister, had the most brilliant idea ever, "let's work the check in desk!" which we did! it was the first m and g where i did not miss one grobie! i always have missed lots of grobies. lots of screaming! "OMJ! i can't believe it's you!" over and over. all grobies in! we hung around a bit to see what was going to happen. after a bit, val comes up to us, "the grobans are coming up!" OMJ! me, "WHAT?" i'm dreaming about this next thing, all the time! one of my "sisters" grabbed my cheeks and said, "margie! are you gonna behave? 'cuz if you're not, you're gonna leave right now!" me, "just let me quietly scream! i'll behave!" now, why they think i won't, i don't know! 'cuz i have had jack and lindy, AAALLL to myself, just us together, alone, AND I have behaved. that said, ok! after a bit, OMJ! be still my poor JOSHed heart, in walks jack, lindy, chris g. and chris' girlfriend! they stood and milled around in front of us for many minutes! it was my first time seeing chris! OMJ! he has josh's speaking voice! how i'm alive? at one point jack walked up to our table,pointed to the unclaimed nametags,jack, "these people didn't pay?" my "sister", "no! they did, they just didn't show up." jack, "ok! good!"
i didn't know who they were! the grobans milled around that lobby, for a long time before they went in! at one point the guy blocked my view of them, my rule, "never take your eyes off josh, or any one of his family! when they are around" so i asked him, "oh! pleeease move! you are blocking a most delicious sight!" he laughed! and moved!
the grobans went in! we could still see and hear lindy and them, lindy gave a speech, and then they all left! right out in front of us again! how i'm alive! i just don't know! i used to say it was because i hadn't met him yet! but now i have and i'm still alive. i'll have to figure out something else JOSHed that has to happen before i can croak!

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hi all

on April 18, 2008 - 8:47am

i have more josh stuff but since i vowed no more new threads for a while, i guess i'll write in here. not as much fun! but almost. my life is JOSHed from one end to the other. last night, out of the complete blue, MOG,"you know what cartoon movie i really like?(i took a breath waiting, knowing which one she's going to say), MOG,"polar express"! i mmmediately gave her the "josh look" without talking. MOG,"nooo!" me,"YES! he sings "believe". i saw one of the only two times he sang it in public!" his hand is so around my heart!
i almost forgot this too, at work yesterday, new job, one of the personnel ladies opened her desk drawer, every one of his CDs right in front! i told her the usual,...me, "guess what?" she couldn't believe it!

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