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WooHoo!

on August 20, 2008 - 5:59pm

A new contest that doesn't require BUYING something, woot!

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Gomen nasai

on August 6, 2008 - 6:52pm

Dear world,

I want to offer you Gomenasai...for whatever I have done that has upset you.

Please forgive me,
Broken

'Gomenasai'
T.A.t.u.

What I thought wasn’t mine
In the light
Was one of a kind,
A precious pearl

When I wanted to cry
I couldn’t cause I
Wasn’t allowed

Gomen nasai for everything
Gomen nasai, I know I let you down
Gomen nasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now

What I thought wasn't all
So innocent
Was a delicate doll
Of porcelain

When I wanted to call you
And ask you for help
I stopped myself

Gomen nasai for everything
Gomen nasai, I know I let you down
Gomen nasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now

What I thought was a dream
An mirage
Was as real as it seemed
A privilege

When I wanted to tell you
I made a mistake
I walked away

Gomen nasai, for everything
Gomen nasai, Gomen nasai,
I never needed a friend,
Like I do now

Gomen nasai, I let you down
Gomen nasai, Gomen nasai,
Gomen nasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now

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1,2, buckle my....what?

on July 31, 2008 - 12:57pm

I can’t believe that it’s only three and a half weeks until Fall semester starts. Where did the summer go? Oh yeah, it went by too quickly with a trip to Denver, time with my sis and my mom, a trip to Utah to visit family, work…you name it. Oh yeah, and we moved too.

Oh yes, I have a garden now too, not sure if anyone knows that. I bought plants from Wally world when they went down to half off ($.84 per 6-pack on veggies) and planted them in a planter box that my sister, my mom and I built next to our porch. And they’re growing nicely too! We already have a bunch of peppers (a hot garden mix, sweet green bell, and some jalapenos), a few small tomatoes, and lots of cucumber starts. Can you say homemade salsa? :o)

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Realization...in a can.

on July 15, 2008 - 10:26pm

I've come to realize that my job... just takes up too much time for the little pay that I get...but sad enough it pays better than most places around here.

I've come to realize that I need... a lot more than anyone can give.

I've come to realize that I have lost... any confidence I once had in myself.

I've come to realize that I hate it when... I'm wrong.

I've come to realize that if I'm drunk... I wouldn't be me because I don't drink.

I've come to realize that money... really isn't the root of all evil, it's the LOVE of money that is.

I've come to realize that certain people... just really don't care about anyone but themselves, and some people care too much.

I've come to realize that I'll always be... a pushover...and single.

I've come to realize that my mom... is pretty much amazing, whether she believes she is or not.

I've come to realize that my cell phone... doesn't really need to be on most of the time because no one calls me anyway.

I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning... I have to tell myself a LOT of times that I really do need to get up and go to work.

I've come to realize that last night before I went to sleep... I laid in bed for a good half hour trying to get my thoughts to stop running at high speed through my head.

I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about... financial worries that will never go away.

I've come to realize that my dad... is sometimes a jerk, but whatever, I can't make him change if he doesn't want to.

I've come to realize that when I get on Myspace... I feel like I'm in high school again.

I've come to realize today... that I really do want someone special in my life so I don't have to be alone forever.

I've come to realize that tonight... was nice...a good meal, a good movie, and hopefully a good night's sleep.

I've come to realize that tomorrow I will... do the same things all over again.

I've come to realize that I really want to... make something of myself just to prove to everyone, including me, that I really CAN do anything I want to.

I've come to realize that life... is not all roses and smiles.

I've come to realize that this weekend... will not come soon enough.

I've come to realize that this year... has flown by already...how is it July already?!

I've come to realize this is the end of the survey and... now I'm going to bed. Nighty night!

.: Stolen from Tabs :.

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Help me...I've been blogged!

on July 15, 2008 - 3:15pm

Ok.........

So Josh is starting a blog...

All I have to say is...

WELCOME to the 21st century dude! ;o) Just jokin'...I know that a lot of people just aren't into the whole 'internet phenomenon' yet, but I've been blogging (in one form or another) for years! :oD I've had several of my own websites, used quite a few different blogging platforms (I like Blogger the best for now, but Tumblr is good too, I have one on both!)...I also like to make my own graphics for my blogs and websites, but right now, I just don't have the time. I'm taking Comp Sci classes in the fall, so maybe I'll learn lots of nifty coding tricks from the other computer geeks on campus. ;o)

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