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dying inside

robinrn6's picture
on May 3, 2012 - 8:13pm

Darkness all around with no candles in sight. lifelines vanished from old friends and no family left to pull me out of what feels like quicksand. Once I was a advocate for my patients. Once I was a Mama bear, fearcly protecting my babies who are all grown up. I HAVE BECOME a anchor pulling them down and will not allow it to continue. I want to feel nothing rather than this constant fear and pain. I have become a walking dead person who daily goes through the motions of being human. I need to vanish now