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Sophia Wheeler's picture
on May 18, 2011 - 10:15pm

Dear Journal

To day I have a meeting with my sergen because I am gravely sick. And need major surgery my whole family is going to be thier and family is here from out of town. I will be taking into surgery with me my Josh Groban album illuminations that way I will have his voice to carry me through besides the good lord. My pain is so unbearable I started to give up. I am constantly crying because I just cannot take it anymore. Though all my pain I finished all my college courses on May 9,2011. I have gone through all kinds of test and they all came back postive. When I looked at my families faces the hurt and disbelief all I could do is just tell them to smile it will be ok. Deep down inside I am liturally screaming!!! I am trying so hard not to let them see me cry or hear me in the middle of the night. So I am putting faith in the man above to see me through this as I listen to Josh Grobans Illuminations cd.

Prying for the best.

Sophia

5/19/2011-1:14 AM

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