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Life on Virtual Drive

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on September 26, 2011 - 2:30am

If ever a man can build mansions on the Road...
That would be Josh!
If ever one can captivate a woman's soul...
That would be Josh!
If ever a man can travel the course of time with such dedication...
That would be Josh!
A true avid adventurer of life and love

(Reading the rest could be depressing and nerve-wrecking)
Then there is me...
A pathetic woman having a love affair with virtual media
News and gossips only because I'm a hopeless romantic.
No make it helpless...
Pathetically helpless...hopeless...romantic...
And clearly I can see why...

I can help people...
That's not new...
I can care for people...
That's not new...
But to rest my heart on one who can understand
what drives me...Zero....
Nada...

I could make a parody about so many songs...
It's only because someone brought it out of me.
I travelled much and crushed my mind and soul
Reaching far and wide just to reach a glimpse of inspiration
I wonder what it would be like to reach the end of the rainbow
Only to see an exit sign time and time again and as the night
comes to an end realize another day of senseless romance
nothing to worry about...I live that life every day...
Day in...Day out...

It's not because I don't thank God for each day
I live a life I thought of...
Just not the life I dreamed of...

Set for life that just pays the bill but not fully able to pursue
That which makes my soul full of joy.

If only my aim in life is to make money...
Make me happy...
That would be easy...
I would reach each goal and run over hills and valley...
But that's not what my heart wants

I want others to see the rainbow as I'm chasing the Star...
Joyful discontent...
My life in virtual tour
Chasing rainbows and screaming out the
name I love most in my heart.
Yes! It's flippin disappointing.
I wish I could be at the finish line and see how I'm doing
I'm burried in chores that endlessly awaits me at home

I hoped to make a difference in the World
I told myself I'm not alone
The Lord hears me I know
There is nothing I wouldn't do
but this heartache is enless like an endless love afair
With thin air...

Entertainment is one thing...
Saving a soul is another...
I'd have to die in order to know who made it...
I hate to be continued
I don't like the wait.
I want results

A heart like mine can only thrive in God's presence
I am a constant searcher...
Restless soul...
I want to teach
And I love to do it each day
But sometimes I wish the game is over
And I could at least that one man I love

And if I fail in love...
At least I could say I did my Duty...
pathetic I tell you...
I don't want to end like this.

I just want to know if it's who...
or what...
And when...

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